A magical of you.

A Magical of You

Have you forgotten your dear darling?  No!

Since you are going back to UK soon, what's the plan ?

After knowing her almost 5 years, it is damn interesting to know the dept of our special connection.  When I first met her it was already special beyond words.  So I take my sweet time to know her and today I can tell you this profound insight of her attitude toward to me.  I don't wish to continue to sing the song Losing my religion and will continue to sing the song A thousand year instead.

When you look at her now, her expression more like a deadly corpses cold blooded living being.  Carefully when you reflect on her expression, you saw the reflection of myself lies deep within her deep seated boiling emotion and ever ready get it exploded like the lave sitting under the sleeping volcanos like in the World's largest volcano in Yellowstone National Park, USA.  Next you go deeper than the layer of her emotion, it lies the special link related to twin flame, soulmates, and karmic connection.

From day one, I knew she must be my designated life partner and today I dare to confirmed that is true especially in 5D.  Due to the damn lockdown, I don't know when I am able to see her again despite she was showing don't gave a damn attitude when we met last time.  I can feel resentment from her due to inactive passive action from my side.  I was caught in tongue tight situation with blank mind and don't know what to say since a year ago she dare to tell me the white lies right in front of my face.  I also noticed her soul been shaken end of the white lies and I felt sorry for her with a great disappointed on her dog-damn attitude.

I can still remember vividly when I was talking to her mummy about the art of living.  We always start off with thankfulness and great appreciation of what we are having now.  We must be thankful when we are still alive.  Appreciate what we are having today.  Next extend the thankful to the world till reaches gratitude within our heart.  When we really can cherish the gratitude we are enjoying today, we can develop loving kindness to radiate to the world.  At the end of the loving kindness, we can develop forgiveness too which overcome many of our obstruction of life.  This will lead us to reach affinity of life.  Also help us to reach out enlightenment too.

Her mummy was thankful and surprisingly my dear darling also thanked me which I was not expecting as she was listen to our conversation while she was driving her car.  I felt her guilty and still think I was harbouring hatred over her.  She want forgiveness desperately from me.  The actual fact I did not hate her at all, I was just disappointed over her white lies in front of me that shaken her soul at the rate almost 9.5 .  I can feel her relieve after hearing the word from me forgiveness.  At that instant I knew she love me dearly and now in desperate to win me back.  He sub-conscious bodily movement show clearly to me she is really wanted me to be her life-partner without any doubt of it.

Due to hangman's energy hanging around us,  I managed saw her outside out circle of friend and she was happily did not see me and walked passed me with great speed like almost running with the damn hangman energy.  I almost wanted to call her out and at the next instant I did not.  I was thinking she saw me and still don't want to acknowledge my presence and she had plan earlier that she knew I will be walking down this street in estimated timing.  She must be happily saw me but she hangman energy make her behave such a manner don't gave a damn over me.  I find it interesting over an overgrown child behaviour and she tried sit closed to me when we having dinner which was a surprised to me.  At the table, she was sitting on my right side and her mummy was on my left side.  Strangely I sat between both of them which shocked me.  I just pretended nothing is happening and again I did not talk to her as I waiting for her to start the conversation first.

LOL. now she was really pissed off as she expected me to start the conversation the last we met.  I didn't and now she show her another side of herself.  A dead corpses expression and don't gave a damn.  At the same time I can feel her anxiety over losing our special connection between both of us.  Today I can tell she really my designated life partner whom will be with me sooner or later.  I will see her again before I set my foot back to UK which I love so much.  I am wishing she will able to open up and move on with our beautiful destined dream together as one.

My dear darling, what you want to know I tell you now.  I will always forgive you now, yesterday and tomorrow.  In my heart you are my dear darling whom I wish to take you are my life partner, twin flame, soulmates, best friend, wife and another half of me.  When we meet again, please don't behave like the corona viruses Covid-19 that cause us isolation between two of us.  I am sure you know how much you want to be together with me and already reaches desperation beyond repair.  Come to me with open heart and love me as I am.  I already love you as you are and today I am very sure you knew our special connection really special that upgraded both us spiritually as well as materially too.  FYI I have love you a thousand year like the song from Christina Perri.  Stay safe my dear darling and I give you my permission think of me always especially before you sleep and the moment you wake up.  Take care my dear darling till we meet again after the lockdown end of 14th April 2020.  Let me end this special msg with this song.

Struck on YouLionel Richie

[Verse 1] 

Stuck on youI've got this feeling down deep in my soul that I just can't loseGuess I'm on my wayNeeded a friendAnd the way I feel now, I guess I'll be with you 'til the endGuess I'm on my wayMighty glad you stayed 

[Verse 2] 

I'm stuck on youBeen a fool too long, I guess it's time for me to come on homeGuess I'm on my waySo hard to seeThat a woman like you could wait around for a man like meGuess I'm on my wayMighty glad you stayed 

[Bridge] 

Oh, I'm leaving on that midnight train tomorrowAnd I know just where I'm goingI've packed up my troubles and I've thrown them all away'Cause this time little darlingI'm coming home to stay 

[Verse 3] 

I'm stuck on youI've got this feeling down deep in my soul that I just can't loseGuess I'm on my wayI needed a friendAnd the way I feel now, I guess I'll be with you 'til the endGuess I'm on my wayI'm mighty glad you stayed

Credit: Genius Lyrics.

A Thousand Years

Christina Perri

[Verse 1]

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer 

[Chorus]

I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more 

[Verse 2]

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer 

[Chorus]

I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more 

[Bridge]

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

One step closer 

[Chorus]

I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more 

[Outro]

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more 

Heart beats fast

Credit: Genius Lyrics.

With this covid-19 isolation, hope this song can bridge over our trouble connection. 

Bridge Over the trouble WaterPaul Simon and Art Garfunkel

[Verse 1] 

When you're wearyFeeling smallWhen tears are in your eyesI will dry them allI'm on your sideWhen times get roughAnd friends just can't be found 

[Chorus] 

Like a bridge over troubled waterI will lay me downLike a bridge over troubled waterI will lay me down 

[Verse 2] 

When you're down and outWhen you're on the streetWhen evening falls so hardI will comfort youI'll take your partWhen darkness comesAnd pain is all around 

[Chorus] 

Like a bridge over troubled waterI will lay me downLike a bridge over troubled waterI will lay me down 

[Verse 3] 

Sail on Silver GirlSail on byYour time has come to shineAll your dreams are on their waySee how they shine, ohIf you need a friendI'm sailing right behind 

[Chorus] 

Like a bridge over troubled waterI will ease your mindLike a bridge over troubled waterI will ease your mind

Credit: Genius Lyrics.

The last song would be Losing my religion 

Losing My ReligionR.E.M.

[Intro]
[Verse 1] 

Oh, life is biggerIt's bigger than you and you are not meThe lengths that I will go to the distance in your eyesOh no, I've said too much, I set it up 

[Pre-Chorus] 

That's me in the corner, that's me in the spotlightLosing my religionTrying to keep up with you and I don't know if I can do itOh no, I've said too much, I haven't said enough 

[Chorus] 

I thought that I heard you laughingI thought that I heard you singI think I thought I saw you try 

[Verse 2] 

Every whisper of every waking hour I'm choosing my confessionsTrying to keep an eye on youLike a hurt, lost and blinded fool, foolOh no, I've said too much, I set it up 

[Pre-Chorus] 

Consider this, consider this, the hint of the centuryConsider this the slip that brought me to my knees, failedWhat if all these fantasies come flailing around?Now I've said too much 

[Chorus] 

I thought that I heard you laughingI thought that I heard you singI think I thought I saw you try 

[Bridge] 

But that was just a dreamThat was just a dream 

[Pre-Chorus] 

That's me in the corner, that's me in the spotlightLosing my religionTrying to keep up with you and I don't know if I can do itOh no, I've said too much, I haven't said enough 

[Chorus] 

I thought that I heard you laughingI thought that I heard you singI think I thought I saw you try 

[Outro] 

But that was just a dreamTry, cry, why try?That was just a dream, just a dreamJust a dream, dream

Credit: Genius Lyrics.