YES, You are my masterpiece of my soulmate.
I did expressed my liking on you, that's was few weeks ago. Unfortunately these are only half baked truth of what I told you. It is not just liking .. honesty it is more than that OVER on you. Somehow I was a bit shocked when you out of the blue told me just "friend" 3 times .. just reminded me the song 3 times a lady. I took almost 3 months rest (pause) to reflect over it. Let me be direct and honest on our special connection. Truly I always love you very much 偏偏喜歡你 and I love you more and more each day as time goes by. When I met you few years back, I did sense our special connection and find that you are really amazing with some immaturity some way on emotion level. I am fully aware of it with a damn very clearly. So I take my time do more observations and learn more about our connections instead jump the guns. I don't wanna rock any boat on the friendship we are having. At the same time I aware I am much older and wiser than you, doesn't means I want to be your father figure. I always sing this song too. But it is not refer to our situation. Another foreseen 3rd party situation I did sensed it and comes with it and I just keeping cool like watching a movies with no return. I need to have the time to prove it as in the past I had make some silly mistakes especially in our past lives. When you say nothing at all become one of my favourite song often sing them in regards relate to you. Another song I love to sing from Whitney Houston, I will always love you.
I believe you can be the person full-fill my emotional satisfaction. And I can be your emotional satisfaction too. It works both way. I don't play mind-game. Right now I can think of some of the area I can offer. The keywords would be saint, friendship, knowledge. The ideal relationship would be 1) Perseverance 2) Freedom 3) Intuition 4) Always stand by and answer the call 5) Receive 6) Sharing. I have to be more honest and more direct this time. Since my both beloved parents passed away, I had began my journey trust my instincts and follow my heart. It is very difficult for me to break away my chain of "trapped prison" and that's why I went to England for my BGT and xFactor. I am still learning how to trust my instincts and how to follow my heart more skilfully this time. I was been cocooned for a long time and now I have realised my freedom to choose the life that I want in my life. After months and months observations, now I have come to this ultimate conclusion that I do believe we are belong to soulmate again this life. I have many crazy dreams ahead. One of them is I wish you would be part of my life as my soulmate and last lasting another half. In another word, you are my life-partner 心中想你. Sound crazy but I did a lot of research on my past lives and our past lives too. I don't want go in details about it. But I did have changed so much over few past lives and don't wish repeat some of my silly mistakes. FYI I am still evolving and learning to improving myself till attain full enlightenment.
Stagnated relationship and not moving forward even we have feeling each other. Strangely how I came to know this. I had wanted get rid of it once and for all. I am so exhausted set back after set back, feel I have been beat down for months and I just keep going. I am so ready for an end to the trials and ready for the sun and some happiness coming on my way. Many of my decisions based on my intuition and over the years I have tried to trust mine in born intuition and it getting better as day go by. My intuition and my heart keep telling me to go on even it seems a deadly stagnated relationship. At times I would asked myself Is It worth it to take up this faith? After tried few failed attempts, I came to know some truth of it. The strangest thing was the feeling still growing stronger and strong as days goes by but the funny thing we have completely been "separated" especially I did msg you over whatsapp 4 times and since it failed get 3 replies, next I was thinking don't bet on horses that run loses. Last year and this year, my emotion have been stabilise very well and maturity hit me very well too. When I reflected over it, I think I did not make enough effort to know you better and at least keep our communication actively connected but I do still have some little pride too. Now I willing to tear down my pride, ... how about you?
Time to take down the bloody false mask down we have been putting on. That's why I writing this special msg to you as I am sensing the collapsing tower moment will hit our lives very soon especially the month of October. My new chapter of my life coming in on the month of October and will be closing one of my old chapter of my life. I was thinking few weeks, should I add you in to be part of my new chapter of my life. I did took many weeks plan how to roll this out my msg to you and see how it gonna takes, whether it takes to the next level of hopeful beautiful relationship or just remain as "HI friend" only. Sincerely if you don't have any feeling over our relationship, I wanna to say sorry for my mis-read you and our relationship. On my side I felt your loving caring feeling and mutual feeling which can lead us to have a very beautiful relationship which deeply connect to soulmate. From what I knew we were once a soulmate before in one of our past lives. I am more skilful read other now even few times you do have some ANGER or pissed of with me, I might had mis-read you. When I went back those moment we spend together, I did go over it many times ..reflected and contemplated the whole events till some light did appeared from wisdom. FYI I do meditation often and it does help me to understand myself much better and other too. The worst was the unnecessary 3rd party causes so much deceptions which bring in the real test of the special bond between us. I am glad this deception not really affect me that much even I have some miserable over it especially 3rd party shooting you with funny remarks or other negative comments. Each time you send me back, it's hurt just as bad when I had watch you go 眼淚為你流 and that's why I decided write this msg. It might be last msg or it can be starting my new life all over again with you. When I extremely sad, I will caught in the tongue tight situation and my mind will go BLANK. And later after you have left, I just wish we have a better connection next time. I am unable to smile when I am unable to find way to let you know what I wish to reach out to you.
Fortunately my current financial situation have improved in according to my hearty felt projects and gaining more confidence do the thing I wish to do. At times I still have doubt to move forward with you due to my current income status. I have big dreams and fortunately I am on this journey of successful venture that I love to do. At the same time I dont want to miss any of my potential love boats. Reminded this song I sang so much after my piano teacher was expelled from the music school.
"You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me"
Fortunately my current financial situation have improved in according to my hearty felt projects and gaining more confidence do the thing I wish to do. At times I still have doubt to move forward with you due to my current income status. I have big dreams and fortunately I am on this journey of successful venture that I love to do. At the same time I dont want to miss any of my potential love boats. Reminded this song I sang so much after my piano teacher was expelled from the music school.
"You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me"
I love you just the way you are. You are intelligently smart grown up lady which I strongly believe you are right companionship I should have. I can see you as my beautiful companionship whom morally can assist one other to make us a better world. I can feel your passion longing to have someone love you sincerely with exception special qualities and at the same time getting the freedom you enjoying currently. I believe I am the man you long to have with special exception qualities you love to have, the best loving companionship that you ever find in your life. I am sure you can also intelligently can sense all these traits of mine but this time I just have to make it clearly till the wild boars from forest also knew what I am talking about. I am not boasting myself. We must also thankful to our good kamma today. I am what I am. Same on you I love you what you are. I am not seeking perfect person. I am seeking someone who have special connection and I believe we do have that special connection. I am still learning new skills reading your emotions, go with a flow, let go the control and glad to sense you getting more confidence to express it more maturely stable way confidently. By now I think you should me pretty well. I don't go round the bushes and with my direct contact of my intuitive senses. I can read signs hidden from facial expression of many living beings included animals and your facial expression. I read all that from my heartily felt passionate feeling. If I am right my reading over you I am sure you knew what I am talking about. It is up to you whether you face the truth (special partnership) or complete fuck it off/up and continue pretend nothing happened. Whatever the outcomes I will always love you as you are. I will always be your true friend, will always available to you if you need my company (*if I am still single availability) and yet you can do whatever you think you gain true happiness. I knew what true love is after many years failed missed few love boats. True love stay and grow beautifully regardless any conditions or circumstances. True love is boundless n can reaches everywhere. True love set your loved one free. True love want your partner to be happy and I wanna share my happiness with special person like you. True love also have very less expectation too. It seems lack of expectation frightening to some people. True love you wanna the best for her. Lastly I want you to know My love to you is TRUE love, sincere thank you that I have found (discovered) my true love over you, which I can offer to love you back unconditionally. MY BIG BUCK is on its way in the near future but I placed my True love on you above all my material gain or others type of gain.
* with only Exception that is my spiritual path toward full enlightenment.
Our superficially communication turn out really well and failed miserably, not clear, too much masking the original expression due to 3rd party, too much pride too. I have to make this effort now to make it clear so that I wont regret it later part of my life. In the beginning I did not take/make full effort because I was thinking if you do love the person, you have to set them free as bird. After months of evaluations I think I have to make this clear and I don't expect much but at least I have done my best of my ability to make my next move, move forward with you beautifully. Hope this manifestation will end up happy ending for both of us and build a better relationship in days to come. If you think or feel that I am also your soulmate 有了你, do msg me on my new whatsapp no that I have given to you. Let's build together to the next solid level where we can help each other grow beautifully to have a better life ahead. I believe both of us gonna to have a very exciting life together in the very near future. Once again if you think I have mis-read you, I wanna say "SINCERE SORRY" for my delusive connection and we can always remain as "Hi Friend" which basic connection we habitually meet from sharing foods and some spiritual wisdom or discussions. I am ever-ready to move-on if I had mis-read you. Fortunately I had build up my solid foundation of my spiritual path through various channels. If I did not mis-read you, this will rock my foundation again and a very exciting events beautifully with you will waiting in line. If you do have the feeling like I do have, nothing gonna stop us now. Take care my dear heart felt friend 深愛著你 .. adios ...
* with only Exception that is my spiritual path toward full enlightenment.
Our superficially communication turn out really well and failed miserably, not clear, too much masking the original expression due to 3rd party, too much pride too. I have to make this effort now to make it clear so that I wont regret it later part of my life. In the beginning I did not take/make full effort because I was thinking if you do love the person, you have to set them free as bird. After months of evaluations I think I have to make this clear and I don't expect much but at least I have done my best of my ability to make my next move, move forward with you beautifully. Hope this manifestation will end up happy ending for both of us and build a better relationship in days to come. If you think or feel that I am also your soulmate 有了你, do msg me on my new whatsapp no that I have given to you. Let's build together to the next solid level where we can help each other grow beautifully to have a better life ahead. I believe both of us gonna to have a very exciting life together in the very near future. Once again if you think I have mis-read you, I wanna say "SINCERE SORRY" for my delusive connection and we can always remain as "Hi Friend" which basic connection we habitually meet from sharing foods and some spiritual wisdom or discussions. I am ever-ready to move-on if I had mis-read you. Fortunately I had build up my solid foundation of my spiritual path through various channels. If I did not mis-read you, this will rock my foundation again and a very exciting events beautifully with you will waiting in line. If you do have the feeling like I do have, nothing gonna stop us now. Take care my dear heart felt friend 深愛著你 .. adios ...
YES, you are my masterpiece of our soulmate ..here the song for you, my dear ..Happy listening with a smile in my heart. I will always love you ....
I will always love you
[Verse 1]If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way
[Chorus]
And I will always love you
I will always love you
You
My darling, you
[Verse 2]
Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So good-bye
Please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you, you need
[Chorus]
And I will always love you
I will always love you
You
[Verse 3]
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy and happiness
But above all this I wish you love
[Chorus]
And I will always love you
I will always love youI will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I, I will always love you
[Outro]
You
Darling, I love you
I'll always
I'll always love you
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