Story of My Life - One Direction



Story of My Life

Today this beautiful song strike unto my heart.  I sang this song almost 3 months ago and it was not my best version due to lack of practice.  I did not sing this song more than a year and some part of my vocal core was rusted and this amazing song required some special techniques.  Whatever it takes, I will sing again very soon in karaoke with my sister.  This song might be song for BGT 2019 and xfactor 2019 in UK.

First this song came to me when I applied singing job in Universal Studio of Japan.  All of us required to sing this song and second song was Smooth (Santana song).  I failed to delivered this song due to some unknown factor related to stress and fear.  I sang badly and never forget it.  Somehow I still keep singing it and it went much better too.

Today I am blogging this story of my life related to devil I am dealing with.  Here is the story of my life now ... Happy reading it ... LOL

IT'S ALL OR NOTHING! IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO!

I have a lot of questions here and currently doing a lot of exploration too.  A lot of uncertainty with ego involved.  I wonder what can I do in spiritual closed group and in this damn country I was born?  Where can I go from here? How far can I get from here?  Maybe I am testing someone boundary! and wasting my valuable time here.  An Ego maniac games!  Now wonder what kind of person you are?  No matter how long I have involve with them or with you.. No matter how long my relationship with them lasting ...  I am examine your value of worth and also I am questing myself what is the place I am involving here and what is my role here in this group of people. How people in this group around here treating me? And how am I treating other people in this group?  Deal with people in group related to friendship or love relationship does not matter.  Essentially I am more concern your morality, your behaviour, my own role, my own life, my circumstances around me, How am I contribute to this circumstances! How they contribute to this circumstances?  Ego gave rises different value and different way of doing thing.  I can see something already had already been done even I disagreed with that.  I am not sure now if I like this place as I am questioning myself what am I doing here?  What is my role here?  What is my contribution here?

Feel like I wanted to escape this vicious cycle of Never ending story and felt it was my responsibility here to make it clear that I don't like as it lead me to have some guilty or regrets later part of my life.  I have come to situation I need to clear it once and for all.  Wanna to break free from this damn situations I am in now.  I am bravely looking at these devils' eyes now and not to be scare or guilty.  I just blogged it out clearly and there are consequences of this dramatic action of my blogging.  Do I gave a damn over it?  Oct 6th was a critical day for me as it make one of my chapter of my life had died off without blink of my eyes, it is death moment to move forward again.  Hopefully it would be done well for once for all.

Some struggling between so called closed friends and some kind of compatibly behaviour that lead to unnecessary competition which they do less than moral.  I don't like my social position in group or in this country I was born that I had been treated and I want to fix it.  I wash off this devil from myself.  I am bravely looking at these devils' eyes.  I am saying to these devils .. Please FUCK off from my life. These devils can not scare me anymore.  Feeling lonely in these people (artificially connected) around me that not go alone with them anymore.  These is no free meals and these is always a price to pay later on.  I am stepping out from the crowds (fools) and I am very different from others.  It's never easy for me to step out from these fools and expected loneliness with people who are not listening to me comes with sarcastically laughing behind me too.  I knew what is the right thing to do and brave enough to stand up for myself.  It's now or never!  I can read their faces each time I faces them again.  I had done it many times in the past weeks and even months.  

I am blogging these stories that I can't explain and I am leave my heart open again in the near future.  I had been suffering when my heart left empty for days and you told me we just friend three times without I even ask our relationship status.  These words would be written on my stone once my heart died off from our beloved relationship.  The damn blog on Oct 6th would be nothing in between. It's now or never!  It's all or nothing!  AND It's the right thing to do even it went through a gravy rubbing action against the sand papers (3rd party).

When I first met you I took you unto my heart and keep driving it all night long to keep you warm.  Unfortunately the time went frozen between us even i had put full efforts with no return.  I had enough of these delusive craps.  I gave you hope but you foolishly continue broke my heart again and again.  So I decided to spend all my love for you till you broke inside.  I have been foolishly leave my heart open to you but it's went to stay in the cage for too long.  Today my heart is untamed still and much wiser to walk away comes with move on.  I wanna to make it a clear ending so my heart no more foolishly chasing after you is like chasing the delusive clouds.  This is my story of my life ... Tq you for your special moment that lead me to understand this song so profoundly with exceptionally amazed.


Here is my song lyrics for you ...

 [Verse 1: Harry Styles and Liam Payne]
Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain
I leave my heart open
But it stays right here empty for days
She told me in the morning
She don't feel the same about us in her bones
It seems to me that when I die
These words will be written on my stone

 [Pre-Chorus: Zayn Malik]
And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The way that I've been holding on too tight
With nothing in between

 [Chorus: Harry Styles & All]
The story of my life
I take her home
I drive all night
To keep her warm
And time is frozen
The story of my life
I give her hope
I spend her love
Until she's broke inside
The story of my life

 [Verse 2: Niall Horan and Liam Payne]
Written on these walls are the colours that I can't change
Leave my heart open
But it stays right here in its cage
I know that in the morning, now
I'll see us in the light up on the hill
Although I am broken, my heart is untamed still

 [Pre-Chorus: Louis Tomlinson]
And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The fire beneath my feet is burning bright
The way that I've been holding on so tight
With nothing in between

 [Chorus: Harry Styles & All]
The story of my life
I take her home
I drive all night
To keep her warm
And time is frozen
The story of my life
I give her hope
I spend her love
Until she's broke inside
The story of my life

 [Bridge: Zayn Malik and Niall Horan]
And I been waiting for this time to come around
But, baby, running after you
Is like chasing the clouds
The story of my life
I take her home
I drive all night
To keep her warm
And time is frozen

 [Chorus: All]
The story of my life
I give her hope (Give her hope)
I spend her love
Until she's broke inside
(Until she's broke inside)
The story of my life
The story of my life
The story of my life
The story of my life


"Story of My Life" is a song recorded by English Irish boy band One Direction. It was released on 6 November 2013 by Syco Music and Columbia Records as the second single from the group's third studio album, Midnight Memories (2013). Written by band members Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Harry Styles, Liam Payne and Louis Tomlinson, along with Julian Bunetta, Jamie Scott, and John Ryan,[1][2][3][4] the lyrics speak of a tumultuous relationship leading to lament and heartbreak.

"Story of My Life" is an acoustic folktronica song with neofolk elements.[1][5] It runs for a total of four minutes and five seconds. Idolator compared the song to the works of Ed Sheeran, Coldplay and Mumford & Sons.[1][4] The song is written and recorded in E-flat major. According to musicnotes.com, the song runs at 120 beats per minute.[6]. This song was mixed by Joe Zook.
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